Iranian Culture , bits and pieces

I was in the taxi and the radio was on ..

it was talking about loving the God and loving holy Imams and the normal daily dose of socalled Holyness required by iranian culture .
then i started to think and think and think ,
what are the roots of these Illusion .

may be these are Reactions toward The old iranian society . a culture which is so closed to social communication that yealds a sufficient amount of Dissatisfaction for those that have the need of Social life .so those with a live imagination , try to reform their needs into dreams and illusions and call them sprituall and mix Everything up so no one can tell the truth from Stories ..

more and more , everyday , i find myself turning into a Monk .
i see my need for communication , and can't meet it ,
each and everyday i find less and less among people that
look or sound Sharp enough to understand ,

i see no sharp eyes of wisdom
no deep thought flowing out of a clever look.
not even a head up and looking to the horizon .
just people with heads down walking .....


this is sick , no one knows why where he/she is going ..
why is it always like swimming in the river , where everyone has stuck to a stick and left the choice of the path to the flow ?


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tired and sad ..
a bit offended ..
but i'll be allright soon .
sorry for the rough language .